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BEACH CLOSED, said the sign. HAZARDOUS.
And yet the people walked toward the sea.
When my boys were in elementary school, their principal sent out a weekly email containing parenting tips and anecdotes. In one such message, she told the story of a mother and child she’d seen at the natural grocery. The child reached for something marked off-limits. The principal overheard the mother say, We’re not supposed to touch those, but let’s do it anyway.
I hope that child doesn’t go to my school, our principal wrote. I’m a rule follower.
The rules keep us all safe, she went on to explain. They keep our community running smoothly.
Of all the emails I received from her during our years at that school, this is the only one I remember.
I was raised to be a rule challenger, bender, and, in some cases, breaker. I was a young child when Timothy Leary popularized the phrase Question authority, but its guiding principle was baked into my DNA. My parents were anti-war and civil rights activists. I marched against the Vietnam War when I was three years old. My dad was a leader in a movement to integrate the swimming pool in my hometown of Lawrence, Kansas, a movement that eventually led to the creation of a public pool that all could enjoy. My mom, though reserved and soft-spoken, wore jeans in college as part of a coordinated effort to overturn the college’s dress code for women. She marched on civil rights picket lines. Much later, as a faculty member in the statistics department at UC Berkeley, she mentored women in math and science and pushed back against attempts to favor American PhD candidates over more qualified international students.
Of course these are very different kinds of rules from the ones my boys’ school principal was talking about. These were matters of principle, not safety or courtesy.
Even so, when I read the words, I’m a rule follower, my gut registered it as if she’d written, I’m a sheep.
Yet though I would never say, I’m a rule follower, I would also never say, The rules don’t apply to me.
The former calls to my mind the sickening phrase just following orders—also known as the Nuremberg defense—while the latter evokes a certain orange braggart who deems himself above the law.
So what’s the difference between a rule breaker and one who thinks the rules don’t apply to them?
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